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[acquirement]

{ if he'd been worried about forgetting anything before, he's got free reign to rejig his memory now at least. enjoy.

honestly even he's impressed by how much of a mess he looks there now, eyes shifting from thoma for the first time to properly see the damage there.

his finger traces one of the bite marks and when thoma blurts out the offer for lotion he can't help himself. }

Oh? And here I was hoping you'd offer to kiss it better.

[wayofthehousekeeper]

[ Please my lord, he's dying and against all odds he's getting turned on again and- ]

If... if you would prefer...

[ He's burning red, caught between the need to service Ayato and... and service him. And suddenly the flashes of memory he thought had just been a really nice dream resurface, one by one, with each mark on Ayato's body he takes in. ]

[ He felt like he needed to be for forgiveness and here was Ayato instead... seducing him? For more?? Or was he just being teased because Ayato was too kind to point out the way Thoma had essentially used his body for pleasure?? ]

[ This is the most confused boner he's ever had. ]

[acquirement]

{ he doesn't think he was used for pleasure, not with some of the things thoma said during it, but he does think he's safe to tease just to get him more flustered. he doesn't expect him to actually get hard again because how the heck does he still have energy--.

besides, he isn't looking and thoma has a blanket pulled in front of himself now, so he has reason to think this wouldn't count as seduction per se--though it was supposed to count as a 'i'm okay with this if you want to ask again in the future'. seduction for later? maybe expressing that with actual words would have been better.

as thoma's words trail off ayato's gaze does slide back over to him, a frown starting to tug at his lips and brow. }

What would you prefer?

[wayofthehousekeeper]

[ Thoma's endless energy has benefited the man in numerous ways... ]

[ He'd been about to ask for forgiveness again but then he sees the start of that frown on Ayato's brow and it freezes him in place while his question sinks through him to his core. ]

[ What would he prefer? So many things. So many he doesn't think he has any right to say, but amidst those hazy memories, he can distinctly recall Ayato giving him the right. Giving him permission and encouraging him over and over. But surely that was just because of his condition at the time? They had just both been carry away by his own need? ]

[ If he could, he'd finally admit he's had an intense crush that mixed admiration respect and attraction together on the man underneath him for the longest time. But could he? ]

[ The hesitation is evident, written clearly on his face for just Ayato to see. ]

I...

[ He's softer spoken with his next words, still blushing deeply as he reaches for Ayato's hand to bring up so he can press his forehead to the back of it, a quiet show of his loyalty to the other man. A soft honesty that he feels he must offer to him in turn, if he is to be truly loyal. ]

I would prefer never to do something that offends you, or that you disliked, or that would dishonor you.

... At the same time, I... like this. Being like this. With you.

[acquirement]

{ the hesitation is more telling that thoma would probably like, but he can be grateful that ayato is hardly prepared to face that right now either. that's something he'll also need to come back to, when he's had time to properly digest what the rest of this likely means.

he's about to open his mouth to speak when those softer words fall from his lips, watching in quietness as his hand is pulled to rest against his forehead. his fingers brush against hair. }

Do you think what you did offended me, that I disliked it or it dishonored me in some way?

{ he had been serious in asking that, but he can't help himself when his mouth curls at the edge, a hint of a smile showing then: } It was none of those, though perhaps I may be a little stuck leaving the room now my clothes are incredibly dirty, I'm not entirely sure how I'll manage to make it back without being seen.

{ he is definitely using that as a distraction to not go deeper into this now he got the information he wanted. }

[wayofthehousekeeper]

[ Ayato's tease lessens the tension in Thoma's body, because he had been worried that he'd be... turned away? Rejected? He wasn't sure what. ]

[ A part of him thought Ayato would never do something like that to him. He knew in his heart that Ayato regarded him with far too much kindness and consideration to heartless turn him away, but his mind... his mind had long ago been tempered by the Inazuman expectations of him not to expect anything. Not to hope past his position. That the man's duty would always come first. ]

[ But maybe, here... Maybe here he could hope a little more. ]

[ So even though his ears still redden from the tease, his smile is soft and with just a little more boldness, he presses a kiss against the back of Ayato's hand before setting it down. At least, he'll stop apologizing profusely. ]

I can go fetch your clothing, or you can borrow some of mine.

[acquirement]

{ the sad thing is that it would always come first, and he'll have a harder time delving into what this all means now he's seen it probably goes deeper than the mindless want that they'd experienced earlier from the way thoma is dealing with this.



he's going to have a very rough night's sleep because as much as he may want to deny it, he hasn't allowed himself any room to fantasise about anyone, knowing that eventually he'd have to do what was right for his family and the clan so ayaka could be the one to marry for love.

maybe that's why it's harder to accept cloud, even if he should.

but he bites into his tongue lightly to stop thinking about it here and now, smile not faltering in the least. practiced, even if this likely isn't the time for it. }

I wonder what Ayaka would think if I returned home in your clothes? { actually-- } Did you message her as well about your so called 'illness' this morning?

[wayofthehousekeeper]

[ At least Thoma is a simple dog who will gently and happily hold onto his single hope while Ayato thinks himself in circles. ]

[ Aaand the not-flustering lasts for only a minute. He's quite sure he would have literally died if it had been Ayaka who'd come to check in on him. If not out of embarrassment for being caught in that position, then certainly by Ayato for letting himself be caught. ]

No-! I had hoped you would tell her, though I had also hoped neither of you would visit for worry of getting sick yourselves...

[ That plan hadn't worked in the least. ]

Ah- we could just say your clothes got dirty while you were here.

[ Which... wasn't a lie, a fact that Thoma realizes when his gaze flickers toward the discarded clothing. ]

[acquirement]

{ the look of relief that crosses his face is not hidden at all. he's glad that ayaka was not told directly, and it suddenly makes sense why he was able to use the spare key--why it hadn't been taken yet. }

I left her a note to say I was coming to check on you, but you should know neither of us would want you to be suffering on your own.

{ there's a pause this time, his expression shifting to a softer form of amusement, because it's a little funny now that they are here now. }

I even bought soup.

{ he'll gesture to the side of them, where there is indeed a container with soup sat inside a cardboard carry tray. } I'm honestly surprised I didn't drop it on the floor at the time-- { and that softer look is definitely turning more teasing again. thoma is never living this down. } --with the way you moaned my name as I'd entered the room.

[wayofthehousekeeper]

[ He'd been about to scold Ayato about approaching people who were sick, it's very dangerous to put yourself in such a situation Ayato!!, and even though the soup was very appreciated and honestly makes his heart beat a bit faster with how sweet it was for Ayato to go through the effort of doing so, it was still- ]

[ And then the tease comes along and his face heats up even more. He can't even hide in his pillows because Ayato is on top of both of them. Still naked. And undoubtedly well aware of why Thoma had been saying his name as he entered so he couldn't even deny it. ]

[ What do you even say in this situation?? ]

It... was the only way I could find relief...

[ Yes admitting that jacking off to your boss was the only way to satisfy yourself, that's what you should say. ]

[acquirement]

{ really he wouldn't do it for just anyone, he has a very short list of people he'd be willing to do that for, thoma just happens to be on that very short list.

and he's going to regret teasing as far as he has when he didn't expect the honesty, not to mention he'd thought he had been more aware and it was just because he'd noticed him come into the room. his mouth feels dry again, eyes stuck on thoma's face as it flushes in such a lovely shade of red.

thoma did the smart thing by grabbing something to cover himself, something he starts to regret because that admission has his mind oh so helpfully providing images of how there are likely other times he's thought of it if that's the case.

his mind is suddenly a filthy mess, apparently.

his eyes close, just mid thought on something he probably should not be dwelling on right now (thoma don't look down) when he realises he forgot to ask something. }

Ah, that reminds me-- { he probably should have realised sooner } --you were trying to tell me something before I--ah--offered to help? { focus. }

[wayofthehousekeeper]

--Oh!

[ Thank the archons for the shift in subjects because it gives Thoma something to focus on, instead of letting his gaze shift nervously around the room to look at anything except Ayato after that confession. Yes, he'd realized how absently condemning it had been to say that and yes, he'd been hoping against hope that Ayato would... let it pass. ]

[ So he was quick to latch onto discussion of what had gotten them into this mess in the first place. Sitting up again, he shifts on the bed, reaching out toward the snapped bone. And of course the blanket helpfully slips low on his waist, nearly off it in fact and if Ayato were to look down he'd have himself a treat. But then Thoma pauses, unsure if he should actually touch it again, and settles for simply pointing it out. ]

Here, this is the wishing bone I picked up at one of the shops. It's supposed to grant a wish of bringing an item from home, same as the dandelion, but it was after using this that I found myself like... that.

[acquirement]

{ thoma needn't worry, he won't be going back to that now he dug a little too deep with his teasing. he will let his eyes dip lower when the blanket slips though, having to force himself to look up at when thoma's face keeps talking and points to where the wish bone(r) is lying on the side. }

I don't remember seeing that at the shop I went to. { he didn't go to the shadier store... } How curious, I take it that it didn't mention anything about having aphrodisiac properties?

[wayofthehousekeeper]

I found it in a shop that looked more out of the way. The price was cheaper, so I expected there might be some sort of flaw with it, which is why I wished for something not particularly personal from home with it.

[ Of course he used the dandelion for the item he wanted to be sure wouldn't come damaged or disformed and the bone for something else. ]

And, ah, yes, they only mentioned that children were not allowed to purchase this, which is a relief all things considered...

[ And then he seems to realize he's exposing himself by stretching out the way he is and flusters, sitting back on his heels next to Ayato and tugging that blanket back up to cover himself again. ]

I-I suppose it should have been more obvious.

[acquirement]

{ at thoma's admission this time, he sighs. really, he should likely know better than to rush in and try something out from a dodgy cheap salesperson -- but he also cannot bring himself to complain about that right now. }

That's something at least.

{ and then he's shifting himself, sliding his legs back and under himself so he can lean over thoma to pick to the remnants of the bone to examine it more closely. }

It seems so harmless from first glance.

[wayofthehousekeeper]

[ Some of us are weak to deals, Ayato, we don't all think a dango costs ten dollars. ]

[ He's quick to fluster, though with worry this time when Ayato reaches to take the bone into his hand. He ducks his head to look over his lord with careful and worried eyes; neither of them knows for sure how this thing works so who knows if there were still lingering influence from it right now. ]

Ayato, it- You're not feeling any effects from it, are you?

[acquirement]

{ things cost money?WSdgkjdng

but in all seriousness, he'd rather get something quality, thoma is lucky that's all this did and he didn't lose a bone to use it. }

I can't feel anything different. Did it happen instantly?

[wayofthehousekeeper]

[ He keeps his eyes on Ayato for a moment more before letting out a sigh of relief, sitting back once more. At least, it seemed, it didn't affect everyone who touched it after it was snapped. He'd already died once this morning, a bone-affected Ayato would kill him twice over. ]

It started up after a few minutes and it got worse.

[ He didn't want to specify that it was near uncontrollable when Ayato entered the room, if only because he wasn't sure if it was the bone or himself that'd driven that. ]

[acquirement]

{ as much fun as it may have been to even pretend that was the case, it almost feels like walking on egg shells already right now, so he'll be honest in that it seems to be fine. }

I suppose it makes sense it's a simple exchange at the time. I take it you won't be buying one of these again?

[wayofthehousekeeper]

[ Thank you for sparing his life, Ayato. For now. ]

I will not...

But, ah... would you like to shower? Even if you borrowed my clothes, you're...

[ He had apparently been very intent on making Ayato a mess and it showed. ]

[acquirement]

{ a shame crosses his mind before he can think to stop it. }

That would likely be a good idea. { neither of them need to finish that sentence. he looks very much like he's just been ravished after all. even thoma trying to lick him clean earlier likely didn't manage to get all of it and he definitely feels sticky.


he also likely needs a good ten or twenty minutes on his own to cool down and process why his mind keeps going back to the gutter. }

[wayofthehousekeeper]

[ He's suddenly struck with the thought that there's only one blanket and two of them. And while it's embarrassing to think about Ayato seeing him naked, he's extremely certain he can't handle seeing Ayato naked. He might have his right mind about him now, but that didn't mean his self-restraint was great in the first place. Particularly not with Ayato's voice still ringing in his ears. ]

[ So he moves to get up again, slowly this time so he disturbs the bed as little as he can, offering a hand to his lord once he's up. And trying very desperately to not let his eyes flicker over Ayato's body. Again. ]

[ He's not doing so great at that part. ]

You can keep the blanket on- I can collect it once you're in.

[acquirement]

{ out of the two of them, he is not particularly being shy about being naked, and if anything, he can only see thoma's reactions to this as endearing.

and more than a little flattering.

his hand reaches out, fingertips grazing along thoma's palm as he moves to hold it, pulling himself up after. his legs definitely still feel a little wobbly, a little like pins and needles have faded by now but that dull ache is left behind. }

I think for your house mate's sake, in case they come back around now, I probably will need to.

{ rui does not need to see this walk of shame }

[wayofthehousekeeper]

[ #saverui ]

[ The thought of his housemate catching sight of them flustered Thoma for a hot second before he was quick to reassure his lord with what he knew to be fact. ]

Ah- he left for the day and isn't usually back until later in the evening, but I can deadbolt the door if it would bring you more reassurance.

[ And very apologetically and vaguely explain why he had to later... ]

[acquirement]

{ #saverui }

If you know his schedule well enough to know for certain, I'll trust that.

{ even if he's still a little uneasy with the idea of it. it isn't that far to the bathroom. }

Do you have clothes I can use after, then?