{ even without all the Other Things going on here, he would never have thought to tell him to 'put it back'. honestly, it's touching that instead of getting something for himself, he got something for ayato instead.
his own hands are bare today as well, he hadn't planned on going anywhere so there was no point to it, so the contact comes with a lot more warmth.
there's a certain irony to thoma touching him because he thinks it will give him a bit of energy, when it's partly because of him he's barely slept anyway.
but he'll take what he can get, even if the energy he's being given isn't going to solve lack of sleep, it doesn't mean he can't pretend it helps. he'll hold the pen case tighter in his other hand, letting it lower by his side, while the other shifts. there's a brief moment where it likely feels as though he's pulling away but it's mostly so he can angle his wrist to the point his fingers can thread between thoma's to hold his hand properly. }
I'm more surprised you felt that I needed more than this, when I'm happy enough spending my birthday with you all.
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Date: 2023-04-05 08:14 pm (UTC)his own hands are bare today as well, he hadn't planned on going anywhere so there was no point to it, so the contact comes with a lot more warmth.
there's a certain irony to thoma touching him because he thinks it will give him a bit of energy, when it's partly because of him he's barely slept anyway.
but he'll take what he can get, even if the energy he's being given isn't going to solve lack of sleep, it doesn't mean he can't pretend it helps. he'll hold the pen case tighter in his other hand, letting it lower by his side, while the other shifts. there's a brief moment where it likely feels as though he's pulling away but it's mostly so he can angle his wrist to the point his fingers can thread between thoma's to hold his hand properly. }
I'm more surprised you felt that I needed more than this, when I'm happy enough spending my birthday with you all.