[ Thoma's endless energy has benefited the man in numerous ways... ]
[ He'd been about to ask for forgiveness again but then he sees the start of that frown on Ayato's brow and it freezes him in place while his question sinks through him to his core. ]
[ What would he prefer? So many things. So many he doesn't think he has any right to say, but amidst those hazy memories, he can distinctly recall Ayato giving him the right. Giving him permission and encouraging him over and over. But surely that was just because of his condition at the time? They had just both been carry away by his own need? ]
[ If he could, he'd finally admit he's had an intense crush that mixed admiration respect and attraction together on the man underneath him for the longest time. But could he? ]
[ The hesitation is evident, written clearly on his face for just Ayato to see. ]
I...
[ He's softer spoken with his next words, still blushing deeply as he reaches for Ayato's hand to bring up so he can press his forehead to the back of it, a quiet show of his loyalty to the other man. A soft honesty that he feels he must offer to him in turn, if he is to be truly loyal. ]
I would prefer never to do something that offends you, or that you disliked, or that would dishonor you.
... At the same time, I... like this. Being like this. With you.
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Date: 2023-04-03 01:26 am (UTC)[ He'd been about to ask for forgiveness again but then he sees the start of that frown on Ayato's brow and it freezes him in place while his question sinks through him to his core. ]
[ What would he prefer? So many things. So many he doesn't think he has any right to say, but amidst those hazy memories, he can distinctly recall Ayato giving him the right. Giving him permission and encouraging him over and over. But surely that was just because of his condition at the time? They had just both been carry away by his own need? ]
[ If he could, he'd finally admit he's had an intense crush that mixed admiration respect and attraction together on the man underneath him for the longest time. But could he? ]
[ The hesitation is evident, written clearly on his face for just Ayato to see. ]
I...
[ He's softer spoken with his next words, still blushing deeply as he reaches for Ayato's hand to bring up so he can press his forehead to the back of it, a quiet show of his loyalty to the other man. A soft honesty that he feels he must offer to him in turn, if he is to be truly loyal. ]
I would prefer never to do something that offends you, or that you disliked, or that would dishonor you.
... At the same time, I... like this. Being like this. With you.